I am trying to get a job. All of that stuff was affecting my physical health condition as well. My tics are getting really bad and could get worse and worse until i cant work. So I am putting my energy into things that I feel are worth it before something could possibly turn for the worst. I am focusing on my spiritual side and on what makes me truly happy right now. It’s a new chapter and I kind of feel like it is necessary. But I am taking it day by day.